Friday, March 30, 2018

नहीं चाहिये प्यार तुम्हारा

छोड़ो नहीं चाहिये  तुम्हारा प्यार
होगा तुम्हारे पास  तो दोगे
ऐसे तो ..
अपने ही दिल में भरा है अपार

सालों से सूखी मिट्टी पर
बरसी नहीं दो बूंद
अब तो तरस गये इतना कि
ऐसे ही आँखें लेंगे मूंद

न जाने तुम पत्थर की दिवार के जैसे
जिंदा हो या हो बुत
बंद कमरे सा दिल तुम्हारा
न हवा  न धूप
आये  कोई भी रुत

छोड़ो नहीं चाहिये  तुम्हारा प्यार
होगा तुम्हारे पास  तो दोगे
ऐसे तो ..
अपने ही दिल में भरा है अपार

नहीं जलेगी बुझी हुई राख
लाखों मारे फूंक  थक गये हम
अब आंखों में भी है  चुभती
अरमानों की खाख

तुम हो न  हो
कोई नहीं है अंतर
विस्मित होती हूँ  इतना कि
इतने में मिल जाता ईश्वर
पढ़े करोड़ो मंतर

छोड़ो नहीं चाहिये  तुम्हारा प्यार
होगा तुम्हारे पास  तो दोगे
ऐसे तो ..
अपने ही दिल में भरा है अपार

Date with moon

Tonite, i will keep chasing you ...my Moon
As i walk. You walk too
As i stop.. You too halt..
I keep smiling at you with fascination
Since you are my childhood muse..
Your luminescent  white face gazing back at me...
Love the way you shove away my blues...
Hung above like a big crystal ball amongst stars in dark space..
I think God has put you as lantern for me..
If i get lost at times,in case..
My moods ebb n flow , are reliant on you..
The way i feel so lunar ,
as you wax n.wane..
Wonder if u the reason for making me soar high..
or when i behave insane..
But for sure i admire your awesome radiance.
Like the pull my soul experiences the connect,
Bathed  in your essence.
Walking alone in lanes lined with palm trees
As you play hide n seek..
Looking more captivating than ever..
You quietly come out behind skyscrapers..
As our eyes meet again.n your smile laden with mischief..
For how long you will keep hiding
You too know that you can't wait to see me ,my Moon
Amused n bewildered me.
Waiting for your dance on water at shore.
Let's have a rendezvous tonite..
I Hope to see you soon
Copyrightsreserved @Babita Yadav 2018

Wednesday, March 28, 2018

Be my pole to lean on

Be my pole to lean on...
Not bcz i m weak
Bcz i would need you
As pillar of strength..

Be my tree....
Not bcz i need fruits you bear.
Bcz i want your caressing shade...

Be my Ladder...
Not bcz i want to achieve the heights
Bcz i need to see the world outside the walls..

Be on my side n hold my hand..
Not bcz i would astray
Bcz i like to be with you as comrade

Be my light ...
Not bcz i cant see
But bcz with you
path seem to more clear n bright. Copyrights reserved  @ Babita Yadav 2018

O woman

O woman, you are beyond your shape,size or color..
Way beyond your age n even your relations..
Epitome  of love, calmness, grace n a force of nature..
Been sent to rule in hearts n conquer..
Not many know but inherently they are struck  with awe
Coz you , a sleeping volcano until you have a clue..
That deeper you hide secrets of valour.
O woman, your tears are worthy of kiss..
Every single wrinkle of yours wraps a saga of forgiveness ..
Your dreamy eyes with crow feet on sides..
Have seen the play of wonderful  emotions..
And in your soul , if u know..divinity resides.
For centuries had taken to men to know the mystery that you are..
For if only they know..you are meant to b loved  n cared..
You too forgotten what actually you are..
Keeping your feelings  hidden n layered..
As one day when  you wake up ..
roaring  aloud...
Unleashing the feary passion for life..
Sweeping the melancholy with gust of the goddess aroused.Copyrights @Babita Yadav.All rights reserved 2018

Tuesday, March 13, 2018

Just let it be

No one is perfect...neither you or me
Let them judge you a million times..
Cause you may either be a muse or favourite pastime.
So let them talk about you
Just let it be..
They haven't even spared GOD...
So will point fingers at every deed of yours..
Your sacrifices they fail to acknowledge
One wrong would make you a criminal
..Do you think anyone care how you bear painful scars..
Who knows how tough was your journey so far..
Who gonna love you for what exactly you are..
Unless you prove them.your worth or power..
Cause at the end...
On final verdict
You are answerable to yourself..
No one else gives a damn.
For those who love you gonna stay anyhow
For those who dont will always be a  sham

Monday, March 12, 2018

Lighthouse

My wrecked ship loaded with upheavals, pain and loss
Was sinking slowly ...
Heavy with hopelessness and tattered with deceit
Crumbling and moving directionless
Lost in endless sea of desires.
Icebergs standing tall in my way
Pith dark nights n no one but me  ..
Mazes of thoughts n clueless where to see..
The sounds of winds..then
Whispered your name..
Chanting softly into my ears.
With light that glows inside my heart now
Letting go of my deepest fears..
I could trace the distant  lighthouse ..
Finding my way through tempest .slowly i browse..
Faith O lord; say blind faith on you..
Sails me through..
Who cares about the darkness when there is you.

Lighthouse

My wrecked ship loaded with upheavals pain and loss
Was sinking slowly ...
Heavy with hopelessness and tattered with deceit
Crumbling and moving directionless
Lost in endless sea of desires
Icebergs standing tall in my way
Pith dark nights n no one but me  ..
Mazes of thoughts n clueless where to see..
The sounds of winds..then
Whispered your name..
Chanting softly into my ears.
With light that glows inside my heart now
Letting go of my deepest fears..
I could trace the distant  lighthouse ..
Finding my way through tempest .slowly i browse..
Faith O lord; say blind faith on you..
Sails me through..
Who cares about the darkness when there is you

Love is all i have

Deep ,mad ,heavenly love...
Hopeless,directionless crazy love..
Love above my sweeping feet..
And love above my dizzy head..
Love surrounds me like a envelope..
Boundless,conditionless remorseless love
Breathing love inside and out..
Thinking love and love in my prayers too..
Love is all i see n eat..
Love for all..big or small..
I find it now in every bit of me..
Makes me liberated n carelessly free..
When i became love myself..
Rather than begging it from anyone..
When divine poured its light ..
Shedding my skin and egoful mind
Found myself engulfed my fire of love
And now...

Love is all i have left with..
Because love is all i am..

Fairy tales

My heart refuses to growup
Still believes in fairytales...
Those lovely glass sandals.
Speaking frogs and paly angels
Those palatial palaces and old churches
Silver moon and galaxies afar..
Those naughty elves and wishes been granted
Snow white,thumblina and red riding hood..
Like those girls..i too got lost in woods..
Evil witch and motherly fairy
Tulip gardens and horses galloping in prairie..
Handsome prince riding on horse,
taking the stride.
had dreams in eyes looking for a pretty bride
Days spent , finding shapes in clouds ..n weaving my own story..
Till the time reality struck and robbed off the glory..
Those fairy tales are now locked up in deep closets..
Only to pop up when no one is around.
When me n myself meet in silent communion
.
Bringing smile on my face once more..
Because this crazy heart still believes in such fables..
I close my eyes and let myself drift into
Grandest allure...