my new journey awaits me

Aches, breaks nothing touch me..

Riches,palatial houses ,

That too dont stop me anymore...

Promises of heaven,

Love till eternity,

Dont hold me any value...

Body, that is been eulogised by all,

Has been crumbled ...

My beautiful mind too ,

Fed by ego,

Has lost its sharpness ...

My doting relations,

Ahh, my doting relations,

Wont hold me close any longer.....

Like a whiff of fragnance , 

I m gone,

To abode of pure light,

Merged, submerged,lost, dived ,

Into pool of innocence, 

from where i began ,

My new journey awaits me...

मैं कितना जूझी हूँ ख़ुद से

मैं कैसे जूझी हूँ ख़ुद से 

मुझे ही हैं पता 

वायदा जो था ख़ुद से 

कभी आँसू ना बहायेंगे सो 

बेइन्ताह आंसुओं का सैलाब 

कैसे रोका है खुद से 

मुझे ही हैं पता

अनगिनत नश्तर आज़ भी कहीं है मुझ में 

कर के मरम्मत हर दर्द की 

सौ ज़ख़्म कैसे छुपाये है ख़ुद से 

मुझे ही हैं पता

मैं नाउम्मीद थी कितनी फिर भी 

तू ख्याली ख़्वाब दिखाता रहा 

मैं हर टूटे ख़्वाब पर 

कितना मनाती रही ख़ुद को 

मुझे ही हैं पता

longing

I guess..

The longing will be gone someday;

To be with someone close besides

To hold hands and to lean...

To hug someone while i sleep

Someone who knows what all i mean....

This "forever wait"will vanish someday;

If this life is not enough

I waited for many lives i feel..

Someone has graved an arrow in my heart

It will take many more lives to heal...

But...

This ache .this poiganancy will fade someday;

What if, there is no one out there as i 

believe

What if, i am born unsatiated and to crave...

What if ,i m withered this way finally

And my remain would put in grave...

Afterall..

This urgency too would subside someday...