सोने सा मन

कौन उतावला हुया जा रहा तेरी खातिर ..
ओ सोने से मन .
सब देखे चकाचौंध  पीतल  की ..
कौन धनी है इतना जो तुझको पा ले ..
भाव तेरा है बस सौ ग्राम अपनापन ..
चाहत है सबको चमक दमक की ..
पर नही है जेबों मे प्यार की.कौड़ी ..
देखेंगे सब कुछ दिन का  यौवन ..
जिसके पीछे दुनिया है दौड़ी ..
सबको अपना मान तू बैठे ..
हर दिन छला है तूने खुद को ..
तेरा तो भगवान है मालिक ..
मत कहना कुछ भी अब मुझ को ...
आज लगी लाखो की महफिल ..
तेरे इर्द गिर्द
कल  फ़िर  रह जायगा तू और खालीपन .

Sand in hand

That thing was never yours..
That thing never belonged to you..
That thing which came in your hand for a while...
It was just a handful of sand...
You picked up from a dune..
It was once there,then at different place...
The sand which you mistook as gold...
The sand which crinckled in your eyes.
That sand which you tried hard to hold..
Yes..it was just sand in your hand and it slipped through when you tightened your fist more.

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Childhood..with you

How can i forget you even for a while...
We met when we hardly knew, the meaning of being a friend.
I hold your memories in my heart..
Carressing each one, loving and feeling the joy ..
to remain with you till the end.
Innocence at its best,naughtiness at its peak...
Our childhood brimmed with carefree attitude..
A perfect blend of happiness n bliss.. we craziest two were always ready to freak.
Remember the days, we were eager to play..collecting matchboxes and devouring raw gauva for hours..
Frolicking through parks , swinging on bars....
With laughter and fear changing gears in one go.
Tasting candies, and giving away too.
Letting no one touch our heroic friendship..
Protecting our closeness from rest of the crew.
Evenings on staircases, sitting on edges of roof in ease..
Our mundane walks in streets and cherishing the breeze.
Soulful talks or mindless gossips..
Hopping through your house to mine.
Number of times..
Growing up through pangs of adolscence ..
The enjoyment we derived being partner in crimes
Couldnt even think of single day without you my friend..
Think how would i been felt when you had to go..
But your happiness was mine too .
So i never showed my woe.
Years went by..we still feel one..
Sure i am that we will be connected till we are done.
Perhaps, togetherness is shared in next birth too..
Bcz i believe you been sent for me as an angel in this lifetime..
To share and care and to bring love..
That is bestowed on blessed few..

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When you came...

When you came in my life..
Without knocking the door.
Not even a single footstep on my doorway ,i could hear.
But, long back i had known somehow, your coming, as a seer.
Just now,i was beside you under that shade hidden from curious gazes..
Its been only few hours later,i felt you again like that tranquil shade.
As if my soul was awaiting..
If only you too had felt the way i felt.
Love happened in mere one day, beyond belief.
I waited for the feel to ebb down a little so i get some relief.
Your voice echoed inside me all day long n your presence chased me
, when i was alone and moved apart.
The corridors where we had talked for hours seemed deserted, though flocked by people..
Your shadow haunted me years after you had gone ..
Passing time, killed me further
And viel i wore to hide myself..
Days turned into months, and months into years..
But my despondant heart still wretched and moan.

Loving yourself

Today at 11.30 pm..anxiety swept over me.no one knows why?
Not even me..i just made myself two toasts on crisp bread pieces.laden with butter n sugar over it..uhmmmn, felt like heaven..true heaven.why on dis earth i m stopping myself from.the simplest form of pleasure.
Why we strave n keep avoiding good food..which gives immense satisfaction..better than anything else.yes i understand its nt healthy.but for how long can we fool ourselves with fruits n veggies if our heart n soul desires butter n sugar.there are n number of advices..books written.blogs n articles on hvng healthy dietry habits.blah blah
..all b..sh..t.how much dese prople knw abt the cravings.wen u r stessed out d entire day.wen u  r lonely n no one cares .
Ppl cn pass judgemnts all the time.wether u r fat or slim..does someone actually care..esp about the way u feel? Wats wrong with our lives..yes dey notice ur pics n comment..bt is dat wat u want ?.think..does it give u satisfaction which last? For how long people remember u? Hardly 15 minutes.
Why we seek approval of others..evn from those who really dnt even matter...
Yes..b healthy.eat healthy..but for urself.not for othrs.
Eat n cheat at times..bt atleast b urself.
Ur dreams are not my dreams..mine r diffrent.
I crave for diffrrnt world..n will move on my own path.
Lets not being judged by anyone..n lets not being affected by anyones opinion either.bcz people anyway wont b hppy with u.
Till the time u serve a purpose.u r fruitful to them
So why worry.
Keep faith..love urself d way u r
.improve daily.

Being ur best version.being YOU..is wat u should look for..

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