Loving yourself

Today at 11.30 pm..anxiety swept over me.no one knows why?
Not even me..i just made myself two toasts on crisp bread pieces.laden with butter n sugar over it..uhmmmn, felt like heaven..true heaven.why on dis earth i m stopping myself from.the simplest form of pleasure.
Why we strave n keep avoiding good food..which gives immense satisfaction..better than anything else.yes i understand its nt healthy.but for how long can we fool ourselves with fruits n veggies if our heart n soul desires butter n sugar.there are n number of advices..books written.blogs n articles on hvng healthy dietry habits.blah blah
..all b..sh..t.how much dese prople knw abt the cravings.wen u r stessed out d entire day.wen u  r lonely n no one cares .
Ppl cn pass judgemnts all the time.wether u r fat or slim..does someone actually care..esp about the way u feel? Wats wrong with our lives..yes dey notice ur pics n comment..bt is dat wat u want ?.think..does it give u satisfaction which last? For how long people remember u? Hardly 15 minutes.
Why we seek approval of others..evn from those who really dnt even matter...
Yes..b healthy.eat healthy..but for urself.not for othrs.
Eat n cheat at times..bt atleast b urself.
Ur dreams are not my dreams..mine r diffrent.
I crave for diffrrnt world..n will move on my own path.
Lets not being judged by anyone..n lets not being affected by anyones opinion either.bcz people anyway wont b hppy with u.
Till the time u serve a purpose.u r fruitful to them
So why worry.
Keep faith..love urself d way u r
.improve daily.

Being ur best version.being YOU..is wat u should look for..

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