This time

This time i wont save your random pics
This time i wont even save our chats
This time i wont get carried away by that emotion
This time neither i would beg to 'have you'
This time i wont obsessively check your ''last seen'
This time i wont run n tuck my untamed curls before your video Call
This time i wont even put favourite lipgloss to showoff
This time i would let u see how i look when i just getup
This time i wont let my fears win over
This time i wont even try to "win over"
This time i wont cry if you leave
This time i will be "just me"
This time i will let 'universe' decide what i deserve
This time i will never say never
This time i.will gaze through your eyes for honesty
This time i wont let your words distract me
This time i wont try to please you
This time i wont i would prefer you n me unmasked
This time i wont let my insecurities be unleashed
This time is the time i need to heal
This time is the time to witness the magic This time is the time to experience euphoric feel
This time is all i have with me
This time i will capture it all in my soul...