relationship with sharpener

There are two kinds of relationships

One is based on mutual respect understanding and care.

The second one is challenging ..it is like you been into a sharpener ..and it's blade always chiesling you ..the constant pain

If not constant atleast periodically you face the hurt.such relationships keep you reminding how difficult life can be.

But you still live these relationships because of some reason or other.

The fun is not in living with former kinds ..the latter ones are crucial for bringing the best in you probably not during the initial stages but eventually they get you sharpened 

,More mature, more learned ,more evolved .

Over the years spending time with such people you realise you have endured them quite well.

You learn to accept ,ignore and finally modify to shun their negativities.

There is no such thing as all perfect life so you need darkness to appreciate the light .

And unless you have these special kind of people around you  , you are never bothered of getting yourself  chiesled into something worthy.

 

bhuddha

Lord Bhuddha met three men who were trying to get enlightened.frst man was sitting on ground and meditating ..he asked Bhuddha when will he get enlightened..bhuddha said another thousand years ..

The man sighed and continued to meditate.

Second one asked the same question and Bhuddha told him atleast thousand years ..the man took a long breath and said ahhh that's a long time.anf began meditating under the tree whre he was sitting earlier.

Third man was dancing .he too asked same question and got the same answer ..he was happy to hear and kept dancing..soon he got enlightened..

The difference was the journey ..the dancing man didn't crib as he never disliked what he was doing.

Do what makes you happy 

And rest follows..  

babita

Mai hu khud Bhagwan ki kavita

Dunia wale kehte hain Babita

Hriday se bohot hi komal hu

Par shakti se hu Aparajita

Dunia ko khoob jaanti hu

Zamane ki niyat pehchanti hu

Swarth aur Saajishen faili

Mai sirf sachchai ko maanti hu

Saagar hu ehsason ka

Koi mehel nahi hu taashon ka

nadiyan baha du karuna ki

Bhav sab likh dun aankho ka

Dil me chhupaye hai rakhi

Ek potli mere armanon ki 

Aj nahi par kisi na kisi din

Kaamna puri hogi meri sanso ki

Mai hu khud Bhagwan ki kavita

Dunia mujhe kehti hai Babita

no book

No book takes you there 

If you aren't ready 

No guru can teach you

If you don't want to

No lesson would suffice

If you don't surrender

TRUST THE UNIVERSE

A NEW JOURNAL IS AWAITING

emptying the mind

Emptying the mind

The beliefs

The conditioning

Abandoning the notions

The adages

The norms

Shedding the ego

The image 

The judgement

The long Odessey ofy quest

Culminates into bliss

Sheer,pure,raw,divine

Rising to consciousness

From bottomless abyss

my eyes would confide

I am so vulnerable today

But I wouldn't let it show

I will cry my insecurities 

in solitude

Will never let anyone know...

I am so mushy today 

But I will secretly sulk

Would never let you decipher

The pain of heavy emotions

am carrying , would weep 

Until I shed the bulk...

I will carry carefree style

My feelings,my face knows now know how to hide

But your glances are piercing 

And my poignant eyes 

would perhaps confide..

वो साथ थाwo saath tha opn

वो साथ था

रोज़ करता बात था

फिर न जाने क्या हुआ

रोज़ के बदले हफ़्ता हुआ

और दूरियां बढ़ती गई

मैने जैसे बेरुखी भांप ली

उसने भी दूरी नाप ली

मैने भी ज़िद्द पकड़ ली

छोड़ दिया राह देखना

देखना, की वो माजूद है कि ना

फिर...

वो पलट कर आया नहीं

हमने भी बुलाया नहीं

अब बीत गए कई साल है

वक़्त भी क्या बेमिसाल है

याद कभी आए तो 

दिल रोता बेहाल है

जिसको मिलना न था

उसे मिलाया ही क्यों

जब पलट कर जाना है था

तो फिर वो आया ही क्यों।

ए ज़िन्दगी

ए ज़िंदगी ,थोड़ा उधार दे ना

चुका दूंगा किश्तों में

कोई खुशी खो कर

कुछ पहर रो कर

ए ज़िंदगी थोड़ा अहसान कर ना

चुका दूंगा वो भी

कुछ अपनों की बेवफ़ाई से

कुछ यारो की रुसवाई से

ए ज़िन्दगी थोड़ी दे मोहलत

कि अभी सिर्फ

"जी ना "नहीं,जीना है

कि अभी तू कुछ समझ आई है

और  तुझे घूंट घूंट पीना है

nakedness

Beneath the warmth of bodies

That diminishes soon

Lies a luminiscense of soul

lingering long as afterglow

Mind carrying unrequited baggage,

the veil of awkwardness,

Shame and inhibition,

Someday explores the dimension

Of oneness being savage.

The Sacredness is accused,

Blamed and mistaken,

for being  a temptation.

What if, it's more than just that?

ecstasy of enlightenment

is out of the world...

Once we move from being just bodies

And the thousand violet blooms

Get unfurled..

तू चल मेरी साथ tu chal

हवा क़ा रुख 

ज़रा तू चख 

मद मस्त उड़ती

पतंग बन जा 

न सोच लोगों की 

अब औऱ 

चल मेरे साथ

मुझ सा मलंग बन जा 

रोना ,टूटना, 

डरना हुया बहुत 

वो कहते है ना 

दबंग बन जा ...

अदद यार

ज़माने की रौ है बदली बदली 

हर बशर चाहे प्यार है 

पर प्यार देना एक गुनाह हुया 

फांक आए ख़ाक सारी 

एक अदद यार ना  मिला 

कि ख़ुदा मिलना आँसा हुया ..

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बहुत आग- ए -गिरया (दुख) मे जला हूँ मै 

पर क्या ढीट की बला हूँ मै 

आशिकी की या इबादत 

की ख़ुदा भी नाराज़ था ...

तू बन गया था सुबह शाम सा 

सब कामो से बड़ा काम था 

मै ना बन सका तेरी तरज़ीह (pradhantha)

ना तेरे पास इस क़ा 

ज़वाज़ था .....

अब ना होश है 

ना ही रोष है 

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