Am i impractical

How can someone be so unreal.how can someone forget all...
How can i remember d details n cry missing it
How can you pretend it all..
What's the pleasure if you didnt live it..
And no point you masked it ...all
Vodka nights..promises n wandering on marooned roads ...
The fragnance of night.and moon light hovering on us...
Bamboo trees whisteling our story..
As if happy to see love blooming..
Dropping the  barriers ...between us.
We lived those days before we die..
I remember all .....n u still feigning..