Sometimes its not love

I never loved you...

Yes i lied
Months n years passed
We laughed n travelled together
I was empty inside
And you filled me to the brim
But Jesus. i never loved you.
And chances were too grim
You were dreaming
I say
That the kisses n sharing is love
But you were a bridge between me n my belief
I crossed paving on you
Towards my own dreams
Am i sorry or have remorse ?
How pathetic inhuman my intentions are
I feel guilty off course
But i admit here my ocean
You filled me when i was parched
I never loved you...perhaps
But i owe you  all the faith i regained
That love still is breathing...