Looking within

In the middle of night,i kept awake,
While all others are snoring around me....
In one of those very moments ,against all hopes, i found me  .
That was the time , i felt i wasn't aligned ,
Knew, that i am not doing what i have been assigned.
Wrenching pain ,inside somewhere,
Kept asking over and over,
Whats missing in me ?dark ravanous thoughts would hover.
The pillow soaked wet in salt spilled through the eyes,
And no one but me could hear those cries.
Then once for all, moment got frozen and air smelled gloomy,
Then in silence,heard my aching heart whisper to me.
If only i would have heard it before,
The whisper grew louder,and i was  so sure.
It was calling me out and answered me everything,
That my dear...what you seeking outside.is here within...