Reveal yourself to me

Reveal yourself to me
How much thirst i hold for you
Losing my sanity
Trying hard to know how life operates.
Why i am.misfit
Why i am not moving like others
Yet somehow i know i know you
Since beginning..
Sometimes i feel i don't know you at all.
I meet you once i close my eyes.
When i stand belittled in vast forests
Howling trees whisper your name in my ears
N in nights when i let go of my buried fears
I meet you while gazing huge mountains n roaring sea
Amazed n bewildered at vastness of universe
Imagining unimaginable gives proof of your existence
But you come, n reveal yourself to me
I feel like a speck of dust  and swept in the air..
I feel lost n unaware
Needing you most when i am misunderstood .