Plethora of emotions

Outrageous roar of emotional whirlpool
Consuming me n my identity ,
Sucking up my sanity .
Perplexed, stoically looking into the mirror
Transformed me, a lump of broken pieces,
taking away my vanity.
Why do we have emotions after all?
When "they" preach its root cause of all misery.
"Missing someone", "hurt by someone", incredibly "bearing someone"..
All laden in my fate ..
Or being a victim of some sorcery.
Chaotic emotions seething in my mind..
Lechering onto me in nights too..
Eyes shut, but  racing "grey"..
Insomniac me has fallen prey..
Wish could sleep for a while..
Hiding away from plethora of emotions
I loose control and let me unwind..
Copyrights@Babita Yadav 2018